Walks of Life

Finally, I have some WORDS to post on savileo blog again

after 321457689 yearssssssss...

This few months things keep changing in my life.

Studies. Emotion. Health.

Friendship. Relationship.

Finding Job.

I need courage to deal with decision I've to make.

I'm old enough

but i keep asking myself the same question.

' What i want in my life'

'What i want to be in future'

Question is easy

and the

answer seems to be easy too...

But i am not able to tell and give directly what i actually want.

Hm...People often says 'New Year New Resolution'

I'm still...not changing

And I'm still...searching my answer

Searching for a better way to get what i want

for the moment and in the future..

1. Want to be happy and looks confident.

Is a subjective feeling when it talks about happy and confident.

I can't remember when is the last time i'm happy.

Think deep, i probably have no happy memory.

Am i too choosy on happiness?

Or am i putting too much expectation on happiness?

2. Want to love my family more.

I love my daddy, love my mummy, love my sister, love my bros

I apologized that i always make them worry me.

From now onwards,

I promise i'll always be good.

3. Want to have more times with my bf.

He is my shoulder that i can lay on all the time.

I can express whatever on my mind to him whenever i want.

But the things is..

We are so near but yet far away.

We are working and study.

We are good but we are lack of time.

Lack of time to be together.

4. Want to be successful in life.

Start searching for a job now .

And i finally understand finding job is not an easy job.

Whatever.

Biggest problem is

I still not yet/ haven't

know what i want in way.

Conveyancing? Litigation?

5. Want to change.

Change to be a new me.

Need to practice ..

"Others people things i'm not interested''

'Do more talk less'

''Act dumb'

....

Well, I guess that is for this time